week one in the apartment
Well, it has been one week since we started sleeping in this apartment. All I can say is YAY! I really like it here.
When I gave the keys back on wednesday I felt a sense of relief. I hadn’t realized to that point how much I really didn’t like that house. And not just because it’s where my marriage fell apart. I’ve mentioned before that my marriage has been difficult the whole time. But I never bonded with that house. There were too many things I had to deal with alone there and I came to resent it, I now realize.
However, now I stand on my own feet. What I deal with in this apartment is not dependant on another. And I’m okay with that.
Things between my friend DM and I are getting closer. Both of us are of a spiritual nature and we decided that since we are of differnet religions, a way to get to know that side of the other better is to do a weekly scripture study. We’re starting in Matthew. Should be very interesting. I’m impressed that DM has shown an interest in knowing that side of myself. Not many of the guys I know have offered to do that.
I’m taking a break from dating for now. Not only because of DM but because I need to concentrate on my kids and getting us back on our feet. I’ve got alot of things to get set up and started. I still have an impression of my wedding band on my finger, even all these months later. I should let it be a reminder, of what is important, and what isn’t.
