Life always changes
One thing I’ve learned, life happens while your making other plans.
When I was a kid my big dream was to be an actor. I wanted to dance and sing and act on stage more then anything else in the world. I loved theater, movies, tv, didn’t matter what, I loved it all. My other big dream was to be sealed in the Temple for time and all eternity.
Years later, what I have is a business I thought I’d never get a chance to own. Three kids by two dads and no prospects for an Eternal Companion. And all I can do is smile. Because I wouldn’t trade my life for the world. I would love a husband, don’t get me wrong, but I also know how much I’m growing and developing. I have some valuable lessons still to learn and undesirable sides of my personality that are being rubbed away. All to my good.
I’m still waiting to see how well the kids adjust to life as its been, but I see big improvements in all of them. Although I will thank god when we leave the thundering, stomping, tantrumed threes behind us. 
On simplier news, I got a hair cut today. I’ve gone to several expensive salons with a picture in mind of what I want my hair to do and it never has done it. Today I just walked into a Supercuts, told them I wanted my hair trimmed to my shoulders and I wanted layers you could see. She asked me if I wanted some highlights and on a whim I got them. They are blond instead of the red they are supposed to be, but oh well. I actually like my hair cut. ITs the closest its ever been to what I’ve always had in mind and the highlights, while not as subtle as I would prefer, still give the hair some life. Of all places to get the right hair cut. Go figure.
