Its a hard thing when your forced to choose between two ideas that you don’t have a problem with but seem diametrically opposed. Made a new acquaintance a few weeks ago who is very strong in his voice for gay marriage. Why he added me to his Facebook list, I’ll never know, but it was [...]

Had an interesting discussion the other day with the two Jehovah Witness ladies who have been coming to my door for over a year. It started with my son whose friend joined that church. It got a discussion going between them and I accepted the magazines so that A and I could discuss what he [...]

I want to wish my brother Taylor a Happy Birthday. He’s 31 today… Seems odd to say that since I think of my siblings as little kids. One of the consequences from not being near them while they grew up into adults. The other birthday is Tadpole’s baby sister was born to his Dad and [...]

I hate lists. I realize they help keep people organized but they make me feel chained and trapped. I just hate them. However, its a sad realization that if I don’t start making them, I’m forgetting too much. I may only be working my DJ business now, but I have so much to do, that [...]

When most people think of a Mormon woman they think of big families, scrap booking, stay at home families, picture perfect gardens, homes decorated to perfection and the everyday goodness of whatever fantasy life you’ve got in your own head. And there are the very lucky few who get to live that life. Then there’s [...]

So I get a call from a company claiming to be a collection agency saying that I owe 400.00+ for some loan I took out in July from a online loan company. And that if I don’t agree to pay, they will take me to court. Either, I’m being bullied and scammed, or I’m the [...]

I have many acquaintances of many persuasions. Its been interesting to me to watch the differing opinions as we watch and see how Prop. 8 is handled. You have extremists on every side who are trying to demonize the other. You have the people who just don’t care and don’t see how its going to [...]

Mom is in the hospital because she has a possible ulcer and her body has stopped producing blood. Most likely caused from dehydration. They are pumping her full of blood and saline to try and hydrate her body hoping it starts producing blood again. Then they have to check to see if any damage has [...]

Well we’re getting to the end of this cancer run. I’ve finally gotten off all the drugs so no more withdrawal headaches. I had to have a CT scan and a MRI and both came back negative but they ordered me a PT scan. Of course, I have to go to the Nuclear Medicine Dept [...]

We’ve started packing up A’s things separating those things that he will take with him to his new apartment and those things I’ll lovingly hold onto as reminders of my child. He’s a child no longer. I feel split. I’m sorry to see my child go. Feeling a little bit of hurt that he’s so [...]